straight jacket love

...and the rocking begins
back and forth i fill my head with unnecessary dreams
over-the-top little inquisitions
thinking...wondering...pondering
brain swimming in the pond of the impractical
i struggle through it
giving sugarless smiles
and half-hearted answers and nods
as heartache simmers in the pot of burning insanity
crazy in love
psychotic in lust
disturbed in the withdrawal of everything...
and I discover my own simple diagnosis
not all there...
because you are not here...

(c)Pryncess Poetiq, 2009.